- 31102019 -

TWENTY-THREE.

Today is such a memorable day.📌

FIRST OF ALL, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU, SHARLYN.🎈
You are finally 23.
AND IT IS THE FIRST PAGE OF BEING A 23 YEAR OLD WOMAN!

My territory.

Today also marked my last day working with X company.
Let's just name it as X, shall we?
I had been working in this company for half a year.
Well, it wasn't long but it wasn't short either.
I would like take this opportunity to share my gratitude to the company.
Thanks for accepting my resignation letter and allowed me to leave earlier than it was planned.
I guess that's the best birthday gift I had received from the company.😊

Well... I AM REALLY BLESSED THAT I HAVE SO MANY PEOPLE WHO LOVES ME AROUND ME.🥰
THANK YOU VERY MUCH.💜

Before I left the company officially, all the memories I had with Sir Yee popped out in my mind like movie scenes.
From the first day we met till the last day....
There are so many things we wanted to share with each other but we do not have time to do it.
Time passes really quickly on that day, faster than usual.😢
Thankfully, we were allowed to spend some time together as she was not assigned to do any jobs or meetings that day.

I remembered I told her that on our last day (whoever comes first), I want to eat the bread that her mum made.

Yes, she remembered what I told her before.💜

SHE STARTED MY LAST DAY LIKE THIS!
WHY SHE WANTS TO DO THIS TO ME?
HOW CAN I NOT CRYING INSIDE ME!!!! 😭

We sat down together and jotted down the events that we ran together in the past 6 months.
Apparently, the result was quite shocking HAHA.😂
Can't believe both of us had run 15 events together, attended 2 concerts together and went for a mini trip together.🥰
To be honest, I feel very secured when she is around at work.
When I have trouble, she will stood up there for me and help me to solve my problems together.
I really appreciate the days we had together.☹️


Unplanned matching outfit. #yellowandblackftw.
Our first Polaroid photo together. It was randomly shot but apparently it turned out quite well.😌
Fast forward to the minute when we officially leaving each other at the lobby.
It was so hard for me to bid her goodbye.😢
I gave her a hug and I held my tears and turn to the other side to bid goodbye with the others.
I thought she wouldn't know that, but she actually knew it.😢
As I was walking to the train station, I wanted to cry so badly but I couldn't because I am meeting another friend so HAHAHA!
BUT YES, I TEARED A LIL BIT AND I STOPPED.🤣

So, as I was saying, I was going to meet my friend at the train station.
AND THIS FRIEND, HE MADE ME FEEL LIKE CRYING AGAIN!😭
HE BOUGHT ME A FRIGGING CAKE FOR MY BIRTHDAY WHICH WAS A SURPRISE AS WELL.
I WAS ALREADY SAD, BUT HE MADE ME EVEN SADDER.
It was a good slice of chocolate cake.🥰

HOW SWEET IS THAT? YOU TELL ME! 😭
HAHA! HE TRULY DESERVES A GOOD GIRLFRIEND!
I will help him to pray hard.🤞🏻

Speaking about this friend, ehm... let's just called him didi, coz that's what I always called him.
He used to be my event crew when I was still working in X company.
But somehow, I found out he is a nice person to talk to. HAHAHA
So yea, that's how our friendship started.
FYI, OUR MUTUAL FRIEND IS OSCAR'S COUSIN AND THEY ARE LIVING IN THE SAME NEIGHBOURHOOD.🤯
WTF THE WORLD IS SO FRIGGIN SMALL.
I guess we are both fated to be friends. 😂

Also, I am really grateful to have a group of friends from my uni.
I LOVE THEM TO THE MAX!
TBH, I didn't expect them to celebrate my birthday for me because my main plan was to celebrate Terrence's belated birthday hahaha.
BUT NEVER MIND, THE HEART THAT COUNTS.🥰
Here's a video that shows how shocking was I when they sang birthday song to me.




Then, my foundation friends!
We used to meet each other every day, but then now only meet on each other's birthday.😞
That guy who photobombed ruined our photo. 
AHHH! I LOVE THIS FAMILY PORTRAIT SO MUCH!🥰

Although we seldom meet each other, but each time when we see each other, we have a lot of things to gossip.
Gossip about the past, gossip about what we faced right now, gossip about....
UNFINISHED CONVERSATION.
Then each time also talk until people chase us away.😂
OKAY, A TRIP IS NEEDED ALREADY.
At the same time, it also made me a lil bit regret for not joining them a lot of trips that they organised.☹️
BUT, let's create more memories together, okay?

I purposely made her photo smaller so that she doesn't scare anybody.

She is my best friend. Friends for 7 years or more IDK? LOST COUNT.
Hmm.. when was the last time we met?
I DON'T EVEN KNOW?
Probably months ago.. hahaha!
I remember when she just started studying in Uni, we used to FaceTime everyday and accompanied each other for dinner everyday through FaceTime.
But, life became busier.
She had a lot of activities in uni and I had my own group of friends.
We didn't FaceTime as frequent as we used to, HOWEVER! We text everyday, still.
People might think both of us are lesbian but ya la, we are ok.
This was I am not sure which year we didn't celebrate each other's birthday together.😔
FYI, she is only 2 weeks older than me.
We always planned to celebrate each other's birthday together but failed every time.
Both of us were caught up on something, for sure!

I guess distance is also a problem. (Yes, I am blaming the distance right now.😂)
She is working in JB and I am working in KL.
The only way we can celebrate each other's birthday is through phone only.😩😫
I HATE LDR! Hopefully we can celebrate each other's birthday next year.💜

The next person I would like to talk about is the person who slept beside me for 4 friggin' years.
A day before my birthday, I found a lipstick in my handbag.
Obviously he hid it inside my bag when I was showering.

I even laughed at his bad hand-writing.😅

Of course I was happy but at the same time I was thinking why is he so "cheapskate".🤣
I know I need to be grateful, is all about the heart.
Then I even "blamed" him for being cheapskate which makes me feel guilty the next day.😢
So the next day, he started to give me hint in the morning but I didn't realised it.
Long story short, I went home late that day and I didn't get to meet him before he goes to work.
So, he started to send me weird text like this.


But actually he left another surprise in my wardrobe.😩😫
I didn't realised that either till my best friend told me that something must be fishy.
LOL SHE SUDDENLY BECAME SO SMART WTF.
So, I listened to her and I found a box of perfume inside my wardrobe.

HAHAHA! THAT WAS WHEN I FELT GUILTY.
BUT, I PRETEND I DIDN'T FIND OUT YET.

So the next day which is on my birthday, he and his weird action started.
He insisted me to tidy up my wardrobe ASAP because it was messy AF but in fact it wasn't.
HE EVEN LEFT MY WARDROBE OPEN.
But before I was ready to go out, I took it out.
He thought I was smart enough to find out but actually I was dumb as fuck LOL.
But still, thank you for creating surprises although I blamed you for being cheapskate.😩😫
Based on the story above, you can tell I am actually not a good girlfriend.
Besides blaming, still blaming.
WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO LEARN TO BE GRATEFUL, SHARLYN NG!
BUT, I STILL LOVE HIM ONE OKAY!😭

Now that my birthday is over.
I am officially 23.
A new chapter begins.
Stop asking me when am I getting married.
I LOVE WHAT I HAVE AND HOW I AM RIGHT NOW.🥰



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