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YOU ARE THE BRIGHTEST STAR IN MY LIFE, ALWAYS! Not gonna lie, I am feeling kinda blue today, especially at this hour. I remember the first question I asked Oscar when I woke up today was "Hey, do you have a blueprint for our future?" I so want to have this conversation seriously. I had been asking him a million times actually and I kinda know the answer too. I don't know why I woke up with insecurities today. I just felt like... I am such a loser. I am not feeling lost again but feeling very hopeless. Wake up, eat, playing mobile games have already becoming my daily routine. THIS IS VERY UNHEALTHY AND I WANT TO GET RID OF IT ASAP! Well, I didn't tell anybody about this but I have been thinking of my dad occasionally. It felt like yesterday. I miss my dad, so so so much. I miss how things never goes wrong when he is around. Not like my mum makes mistakes all the time HAHAHA. Is just that... the feeling of having him around is ver

IT HAS BEEN A WHILE...  I was browsing through my photo album today and I MISS MY FRIENDS SO MUCH! Started from Christmas gathering with 2S1V1ZJ1KH1CSW gang; then gatherings with the BURNING gang. We stopped meeting each after after CNY gathering. GOD DAMN MCO!!! Don't know when are we going to meet each other. I was talking to Vivian about it and we might be meeting each other only next year coz we will never know when is this virus going to stop! It seems like it is unstoppable and scary! 2S1V1ZJ1KH1CSW BURNING GANG FUCK, I MISS DRINKING WITH THEM ALREADY!🍻 P.S. I AM NOT AN ALCOHOLIC. I got Oscar to massage my back last night and I heard a loud knuckle popped sound from my back and IT WAS SO GREAT!! Don't worry, guys. I YouTube-d how professional does at home okay, so I am fine. Well, today I discovered a new juice smoothie choice for myself. I added apple and yogurt and it turned out so nice too! This is going to add into my &q

LOST COUNT ON DAYS, BUT TODAY IS PANCAKE DAY! Our PM just announced that we are on an extended MCO for the second time till 28th April. Well, I am surprised in a bit but not to be very surprised at the same time. I was on the phone with my grandma this evening and she is still blaming me for quitting my previous job before I officially got a new one. Well, I mean... I don't blame her from blaming me and I am also sort of lazy to explain to her coz the more I am trying to explain, it seems like I am trying to cover my beautiful ass more. So, just go with the flow. After all she is already so old, is kinda pointless to argue with her too isn't it? WE ARE TALKING ABOUT RESPECT HERE. Well, I got insomnia last night. As usual, I was watching drama till midnight and suddenly, my vape was functioning automatically by itself! I SWEAR TO GOD! I WAS SO FUCKING SCARED! I thought it was some technical issue there as I didn't turn it off after I used. BUT IT

DAY 22 - WHAT AN UNHEALTHY DAY. Today is an unhealthy day. I had late lunch and early dinner, only have 3 hours break in between. I CANNOT BELIEVE IT! After lunch, I didn't move much, probably at all. HAHAHAHA I was surfing internet as usual and did some research. Then after that was dinner time already. Oscar's mum cooked Butter Chicken today. She tried to use pasteurised milk I had in the refrigerator for her first attempt. It didn't turn out the taste that we expected because she doesn't have curry leaves, but overall it taste quite good. A good 8/10. My mum has been making lotsa food at home these days. She made Char Siew (Caramelised pork); god damnit my favourite! She also made cakes, cookies, BBQ, Mee hoon kueh (pan mee in KL), and a lot of food that I love! I AM GOING TO MAKE HER COOK ALL WHEN I GO HOME. I didn't workout today. My feeling is kinda complex. I didn't want to workout but I feel guilty at the same t

DAY 21. WOW, we had survived for 21 days and that means we still have another 7 days to go! To be honest, I am a lil bit lazy today. Nothing much happened today. I woke up early and IDK why, showered then ready for brunch. After brunch I took a short nap and I had a very weird dream. I dreamt that it was raining outside and I was outside to keep the dry clothes. Somehow one of the clothes flew away and it fell on the road. The nightgown was soaked in a paddle of water, and suddenly I saw something started to shine continuously on the road. 🤯 I am not sure if it is sapphire or diamond? It sparkled in blue! It was so beautiful that I wasn't even wet under the rain like wtf? The dream was so surreal. I woke up after the dream and it was going to start raining as what I predicted in my dream except THERE ARE NO SAPPHIRE ON THE ROAD. Then I played PUBG with friends again before dinner. I was supposed to workout for an hour today but I am just not in

DAY 20 ALREADY?! OMG, I can't believe is already the 20th day! Not sure if we are going to extend MCO, hopefully we don't have to because I need a job!😭 Our PM will announced on 10th, just hope for the best.🤞🏻 Our Deputy Director-General made an announcement on today's update. LOOK AT THE RECOVERED CASES! Although we are still far from fully recovered, but at least this is a good achievement! Hope we can keep it up! Of course, the number of death is increasing daily and the number of new cases are increasing daily too. Due to the great success on my watermelon smoothie last night, I decided to make again because my yogurt is going to expire soon.😂 Oscar wants it to so I am making for two servings today. Here's a short and unprofessional vlog I have. We also have a few bits of papaya cubes left, so Oscar's mum asked me to blend papaya smoothie for his dad. I did a video for that but VERY-SMART-ME ACCIDENTALLY DELETED THE VID

UNLOCK NEW ACHIEVEMENT(S).  It's Day 19. Hmm, I managed to occupy myself with games today! I am addicted to Cooking Craze recently and it really makes me CRAZY coz certain levels are kinda difficult to achieve. But somehow, I managed to unlocked all the restaurants so far wtf. Then as usual, I spent the rest of my afternoon playing PUBG with friends. After dinner, I did some hardcore workout today coz I know I have been eating quite a lot these day. NEED TO GET RID WITH MY FATS! After a long workout, I decided to make watermelon smoothie! This time, I added mix berries yogurt because it's going to expire tomorrow. LOL DON'T WASTE FOOD, BITCHES! RECIPE FOR ONE SERVING: 1. 1 cup of chill watermelon cubes (DO NOT FREEZE IT.) 2. 110g of Yogurt (any flavour based on your preference.) 3. 2 - 3 tablespoon of milk* --> *OPTIONAL*. DISCLAIMER: It wasn't supposed to go with milk because watermelons are juicy enough to replace wate

DAY 18 - TODAY IS A PAPAYA DAY. Wow, we are already at the halfway of MCO. 👏🏻 I just can't wait to go out safely! This morning after I woke up, I decided to make myself a cup of papaya smoothie. I searched for the simplest recipe on YouTube coz I cannot handle with complicated ones. I was quite surprised because it turned out quite well! Firstly, you have to freeze half a cup of papaya cubes and prepare a cup of milk. After the papaya cubes are nicely froze, throw 'em into the blender with milk and blend it. THEN, VOILA! YOU SUCCESSFULLY GOTTEN YOURSELF A CUP OF NICE PAPAYA SMOOTHIE! I didn't add sugar in it because papaya is already sweet enough, you don't have to add artificial sweetness into it. After all, it is a healthy smoothie! I swear, the blender that I used was used to blend onions so my smoothie turned out a lil bit of tangy but thankfully it wasn't strong, it was quite mild. My smoothie can covered 93% of the taste.

DAY 1...? I HAVE LOST COUNT. Hi guys! I am here again. I am still not used to type "2020" yet LOL. Guess year 2020 is still frigging fresh for me. Kinda regret I didn't make myself to update my blog everyday during MCO. Should have done that earlier.😩😫 I would also like to thank Clara for asking me what have I been doing so far. What have I been doing from the first day of MCO till now? My life is looping everyday. Wake up > shower > watch Netflix and YouTube > help out in the kitchen > workout > shower > dinner > watch Netflix and YouTube > PUBG > sleep > and repeat. This is the first time I want to work so desperately. I hope I really can find my desire job ASAP. I am kinda sick of my current lifestyle now. I was telling Clara that I intended to go back to BP with my brother on the 28th or 29th coz he supposed to look for his new accommodation and see his uni during Open Day. Who knows Covid-19 has got

HOPING FOR A BETTER 2020.🌈 Year 2020 has been tough so far. Early this year, the lungs of our Mother Earth, the Amazon Rainforest was on fire, then later the forest in Australia was on fire too. At the end of year 2019, China has announced a serious virus outbreak in a city called Wuhan. It was started from the city and expanded nationwide. China government lockdown the city and only opened up on March 2020. The virus was called Wuhan virus and WHO decided to named it Corona virus aka Covid-19. Yes, it does affect the whole world and also myself. Flights were drastically cancelled to and from China. The government stopped China people from entering into their country and of course the locals weren't allowed to fly out from the country too. Due to the serious outbreak, the world's economy was down because the main source was shut down. But who would ever think the virus would spread worldwide? WHO WOULD THINK THAT ONE DAY, MALAYSIA WILL ENCOUNTERE