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YOU ARE THE BRIGHTEST STAR IN MY LIFE, ALWAYS! Not gonna lie, I am feeling kinda blue today, especially at this hour. I remember the first question I asked Oscar when I woke up today was "Hey, do you have a blueprint for our future?" I so want to have this conversation seriously. I had been asking him a million times actually and I kinda know the answer too. I don't know why I woke up with insecurities today. I just felt like... I am such a loser. I am not feeling lost again but feeling very hopeless. Wake up, eat, playing mobile games have already becoming my daily routine. THIS IS VERY UNHEALTHY AND I WANT TO GET RID OF IT ASAP! Well, I didn't tell anybody about this but I have been thinking of my dad occasionally. It felt like yesterday. I miss my dad, so so so much. I miss how things never goes wrong when he is around. Not like my mum makes mistakes all the time HAHAHA. Is just that... the feeling of having him around is ver...

IT HAS BEEN A WHILE...  I was browsing through my photo album today and I MISS MY FRIENDS SO MUCH! Started from Christmas gathering with 2S1V1ZJ1KH1CSW gang; then gatherings with the BURNING gang. We stopped meeting each after after CNY gathering. GOD DAMN MCO!!! Don't know when are we going to meet each other. I was talking to Vivian about it and we might be meeting each other only next year coz we will never know when is this virus going to stop! It seems like it is unstoppable and scary! 2S1V1ZJ1KH1CSW BURNING GANG FUCK, I MISS DRINKING WITH THEM ALREADY!🍻 P.S. I AM NOT AN ALCOHOLIC. I got Oscar to massage my back last night and I heard a loud knuckle popped sound from my back and IT WAS SO GREAT!! Don't worry, guys. I YouTube-d how professional does at home okay, so I am fine. Well, today I discovered a new juice smoothie choice for myself. I added apple and yogurt and it turned out so nice too! This is going to add into my ...

LOST COUNT ON DAYS, BUT TODAY IS PANCAKE DAY! Our PM just announced that we are on an extended MCO for the second time till 28th April. Well, I am surprised in a bit but not to be very surprised at the same time. I was on the phone with my grandma this evening and she is still blaming me for quitting my previous job before I officially got a new one. Well, I mean... I don't blame her from blaming me and I am also sort of lazy to explain to her coz the more I am trying to explain, it seems like I am trying to cover my beautiful ass more. So, just go with the flow. After all she is already so old, is kinda pointless to argue with her too isn't it? WE ARE TALKING ABOUT RESPECT HERE. Well, I got insomnia last night. As usual, I was watching drama till midnight and suddenly, my vape was functioning automatically by itself! I SWEAR TO GOD! I WAS SO FUCKING SCARED! I thought it was some technical issue there as I didn't turn it off after I used. BUT IT...

DAY 22 - WHAT AN UNHEALTHY DAY. Today is an unhealthy day. I had late lunch and early dinner, only have 3 hours break in between. I CANNOT BELIEVE IT! After lunch, I didn't move much, probably at all. HAHAHAHA I was surfing internet as usual and did some research. Then after that was dinner time already. Oscar's mum cooked Butter Chicken today. She tried to use pasteurised milk I had in the refrigerator for her first attempt. It didn't turn out the taste that we expected because she doesn't have curry leaves, but overall it taste quite good. A good 8/10. My mum has been making lotsa food at home these days. She made Char Siew (Caramelised pork); god damnit my favourite! She also made cakes, cookies, BBQ, Mee hoon kueh (pan mee in KL), and a lot of food that I love! I AM GOING TO MAKE HER COOK ALL WHEN I GO HOME. I didn't workout today. My feeling is kinda complex. I didn't want to workout but I feel guilty at the same t...

DAY 21. WOW, we had survived for 21 days and that means we still have another 7 days to go! To be honest, I am a lil bit lazy today. Nothing much happened today. I woke up early and IDK why, showered then ready for brunch. After brunch I took a short nap and I had a very weird dream. I dreamt that it was raining outside and I was outside to keep the dry clothes. Somehow one of the clothes flew away and it fell on the road. The nightgown was soaked in a paddle of water, and suddenly I saw something started to shine continuously on the road. 🤯 I am not sure if it is sapphire or diamond? It sparkled in blue! It was so beautiful that I wasn't even wet under the rain like wtf? The dream was so surreal. I woke up after the dream and it was going to start raining as what I predicted in my dream except THERE ARE NO SAPPHIRE ON THE ROAD. Then I played PUBG with friends again before dinner. I was supposed to workout for an hour today but I am just not in...

DAY 20 ALREADY?! OMG, I can't believe is already the 20th day! Not sure if we are going to extend MCO, hopefully we don't have to because I need a job!😭 Our PM will announced on 10th, just hope for the best.🤞🏻 Our Deputy Director-General made an announcement on today's update. LOOK AT THE RECOVERED CASES! Although we are still far from fully recovered, but at least this is a good achievement! Hope we can keep it up! Of course, the number of death is increasing daily and the number of new cases are increasing daily too. Due to the great success on my watermelon smoothie last night, I decided to make again because my yogurt is going to expire soon.😂 Oscar wants it to so I am making for two servings today. Here's a short and unprofessional vlog I have. We also have a few bits of papaya cubes left, so Oscar's mum asked me to blend papaya smoothie for his dad. I did a video for that but VERY-SMART-ME ACCIDENTALLY DELETED THE VID...